How did it turn out like this? Yeah words don’t mean much these days but your actions don’t justify much either. I haven’t felt this sad in so long. It feels like I have no where to go because this place doesn’t feel like home and home is no where to be found. Stating how I feel isn’t being ignorant of your actions. Cause honestly your actions don’t state much. Just cause you finally stepped up doesn’t mean you’ve changed for the better. If I had another option I wouldn’t need to deal with any of this bullshit. I’m so sick and tired. If I was only thinking about myself I wouldn’t be in this mess. I’d be happy for once in my life. But I know one day I will be there.

"Don’t let my actions mislead you, I might fuck with you but I don’t need you."

"No one knows me or loves me completely. I have only myself."

Simone de Beauvoir (via phuckindope)

(Source: sad-plath)

Sooner or later thing’s will fall into place. With or without you….